“Bring on another breakdown…”

Here comes the overthinker, yet again.

Really struggling today.

Not gonna go in-depth about it. Just wanted to acknowledge that I’m struggling with my emotions.

I wanna shout from the rooftops that this dude makes my heart happy. I wanna not have to worry that my skeletons will scare him away. I wanna not overthink. I wanna finally let some of our friends in on it… I wanna go on more dates with him. I wanna spend more time with him. I wanna just BE with him.

I need to have a difficult conversation with him, I just literally can’t until next weekend. This one has to be a face-to-face conversation.

I guess then I’ll know if he truly wants to stick it out, or if it’s too much.