“How you gonna ever find your place runnin at artificial pace?”

A lot has happened since my last post.

First of all, my community has been very hard-hit by Hurricane Helene. That’s a post for another time.

But my Spidey senses are telling me that someone has kinda sorta moved on. They’ve stopped breadcrumbing me. In fact, during the height of the hurricane aftermath they basically gave up on me. Stopped trying to reach out and see if I was ok. It was more fun to go out on the town and drink the night away. Not saying I blame them… just made me realize my place.

Honestly? If they’ve found someone then I am super duper happy for them!!! The moment I realized that might be what’s happening made me smile, because this person deserves happiness.

But dude. Don’t forget about your friends. About the ones that try their best to lift you up and help you to be better.

I’m struggling and you don’t give a crap about it.

So when I am not the same person that you left, just remember you pushed me into this corner.