“Kept on the inside and no sunlight, sometimes a shadow wins…”

Overthinking is the absolute worst.

I’ve got so much turmoil in this ol’ noggin of mine.

On the one hand, I feel like I’m simply overreacting, and I need to clearly communicate my needs to see if this will work out.

On the other hand, part of me is screaming ‘they’re showing you who they are, why aren’t you seeing it?‘

Depending on how the afternoon and evening goes, I may be doing the brave thing and having a conversation about my needs. But is it too soon? Probably, but I want to be clear. Communication is something we both stated was important to us, so when there are these unsure feelings I would think that they would want me to come to them with my troubles.

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In other news, I really want to go shopping for the event I’m attending this weekend, so I may be doing that tonight too. ha!