“Suicidal Kamikaze, becomes less charming as I’m talking…”

Ever feel like there’s so many thought-trains happening in your head that you struggle to keep everything on the right track?

I’m having one of those moments.

On the one hand, I want to talk about the f!/c$@& audacity that this one person in my life has. I can’t get behind this person’s actions nor do I understand their thoughts. But, in the words of someone I talk to frequently, “they are exactly where they want to be.” **throws hands into air**

The other hand has a burning question… butterflies when talking to a person you may be (but probably shouldn’t be) interested in – good or bad? I’ve seen people say that butterflies are bad, they are your gut feeling being mislabeled, your body is trying to alert you to something and you’re taking it as excitement and curiosity, and you should wait for the person that doesn’t give you butterflies. But then, some believe that the butterflies are actually a good feeling, it show’s excitement and blah blah blah. And then there’s me, who finds myself in an odd place. Not gonna elaborate in case they find this blog 😂 but… let’s just say there’s a comfort there.

On the other train track is the thought of starting a radio show or podcast. A friend was doing a radio show and they’re taking a break for a few months. I started thinking about maybe just doing an hour long show and mostly playing music, having a different themed playlist each week… occasionally talking about the songs or artists… maybe bringing a guest host at times. I dunno, it was a thought. Something I’m pondering.

One of the other train tracks has me said that I’m not able to game much right now. My home internet is straight garbage. I miss Fortnite. I also want to play Palia, but I’m not a PC gamer. 🥲 I have to wait until it comes out for the Switch.

Ok that’s enough for now. All aboard the loco-motives! We are pulling out of the station going towards the kitchen for some ice cream. 🤣