• Self

    “You never know when something will never happen again…”

    There’s a lot (LOT) I want and need to say. I just don’t really have the time. Nor do I think I have the energy.

    One thing I noticed recently is that my dog is more like me than I’m willing to admit. XD

    About a month ago, I went to a Halloween party with friends. I kept making my way outside to clear my head, to just sit there and stare at the sky. People asked if I was ok, and I was… just dealing with some stuff internally.

    Fast-forward to a couple days later, I notice my dog doing the exact same thing. Penny wanted to go outside a LOT, and she’d just lay in the grass in the sun, staring at nothing.

    Just being alone. With her thoughts.

    And it hit me, she’s just freaking like me.

    I guess the universe knows what it’s doing when it pairs you with your pets. (Not that I ever questioned it.)

  • Self

    I’m kind of obsessed…

    with my dog.

    She’s been cuddling lately, which is something she did for a very brief period of her puppyhood, but now she’s almost 2 and it’s been quite some time since she willingly cuddled with me.

    After work yesterday it was busy for me. Fed the dogs, fed the cat, cleaned the cat box / swept the cat area, swept the kitchen and living room, made brinner (breakfast for dinner: eggs, bacon, and chocolate chip pancakes), ate, washed the dishes after dinner… then I changed into my pajamas, washed my face, and crawled into bed around 8pm to relax and play on my phone until I fell asleep.

    This girl jumped up onto the bed and lay down on what I’ve dubbed “her pillow”. It’s the more comfy one with a satin pillowcase. I don’t mind, she’s the best girl and deserves comfort. But then she snuggled with me. Melted my heart.

    I love her so freaking much. Pets are the best. <3